So it's 2:42 am. I can't sleep. I swear I just heard a gun shoot off about 6 houses up. I don't feel as safe now that my dog isn't hear anymore. Before when I'd get out of the car yeah I check things out before going to the door but I always knew that if I needed to I could jump the fence and she'd be there to protect me. Now I can't do that. I know it's just paranoia about someone hiding in the bushes. But I can't help it. Too many horror movies.