another rainy day

so i just woke up from a nap where everyone kept texting me, no that was not the dream. i don't remember the dream. i ended up shutting my phone off it kept buzzing every 5 minutes. how hard is it to get some shut eye around here?! hard. why are you taking a nap in the late afternoon anyway? well as you know from the previous post i opened. i fell asleep around 130. coworker started texting me around 4 am to see if i could get her shift covered, i think she was drunk, or she just loves to stay awake until 4 am on Saturday mornings. then at 5 am it started raining, then at 6am my cat decided she wanted to lay on my face/ear and purr for the next half hour so i gave up on sleep and it resulted in me playing brick breaker until i had to get up for work. the girl i switched with said i didn't have to be there until 730, but i didn't get why so i showed up at the regular time, 7, no team member so i hung out in my car drinking a caramel apple cider listening to the spill canvas for a half an hour. then all day time was just flying by. i mean already its a half hour to 9. I'm amazed by the clock today.
listening to: girl in a coma - road to home

boo

so ive been going to the gym, im sure people are tired of me talking about it, and eating healthier. and now im sick. what kind of shit is that?
we had a work meeting today, everyone was kind of doing their own thing. its nice to hang out with certain people, not others, even tho it was work related. i had way too much sugar, i only put two splenda in my hot chocolate! then i had rasp tea from subway so im like bouncing off the walls, mostly in my head cause its 1am and people r sleeping, but im not tired at all. and i got talked into opening tomorrow, which i dunno how that happened but somehow i agreed to switching lol. so i have to be there in 6 and a half hours and im wide awake. then again that happens everytime i have to open so thats not exactly new.
i bought 4 dvds from target the other day, my total came to 44 dollars, i know i know wtf. but they were all on sale! and now im sad i took back nick and norah, i really want to watch it. bah.
my hair seems like its kinda getting out of control a bit. probably time for a cut but i want to grow it out a little longer. we'll see. ok well i should go to bed. or attempt to. lord knows i wont sleep =]
listening to: the spill canvas - bound to happen

day 1

day one of eating healthier, went pretty good. only ate things i bought at the market the other night. and i didn't eat everything i bought :D today i made a big meal but im going to eat it in smaller portions. hit the gym last night, my legs were in a lot of pain still so i didnt do much in the leg department, so my gym buddies and i pretty much tried out all of the equipment. some of them look like jungle gyms. and some just looked like instruments of torture...i found about 3 or so that i actually liked so ill probably jsut stick to those three and whats on the upper level (tredmill, bike, etc.,) punching bag, weights, and the pool when i get around to that. i'm already down a pound. which just to clarify isn't my intention. i dont want to lose weight, i want to tone up and get in better shape. i dont care how much i weigh. if im 300 pounds and i like the way i look then i'm happy. aaanyway. work 2-close tonight, then maybe we'll hit the gym again. i'm craving another run or bike ride.

another day

so today is another day. feeling pretty good about it thus far. and such as. hahaha. aaaaanyway. i have work in a half hour, then im off at 8, then ian and i are gonna hit the gym. went out and bought a few generally healthy foods. soy milk being included. now i hate regular milk. and pouring the soy milk into the cereal bowl kind of freaked me out...i was literally saying calm down its soy its not from a cow. but even while i was eating it i still felt the need to gag on occasion. i could eat melted ice cream. but i cant drink soy milk cause it looks like regular milk. sigh. better luck tomorrow then i suppose. off to get ready for work. outtie. <- that weirds me out........

sigh

i am so sore. i got a gym membership yesterday. one mile without walking, 5 miles on a bike, and some weight related things with ian. omgz. my calves hurt. and so does my stomach. planning on going back sometime tonight, gonna work on my arms. give my lower half a rest.
getting ready to start another stencil of my favorite sara photo :D

dont think ill be putting tegan in there. we'll see.
thats all for now.

i hope we learn something

set the fire to the third bar - snow patrol
hallelujah - rufus wainright
absolutely zero - jason mraz
cold drive home - michael paski
run all night - rachael cantu
the special two - missy higgins
several ways to die trying - dashboard confessional
somedays - regina spektor
night after night - the sounds
walking by - something corporate
the tide - the spill canvas
werewolf - coco rosie
another year: a short history of almost something - amanda palmer
you wont be mine - matchbox twenty