ahhhhhhh*vomit* ok not really, I have yet to vomit. but I don't doubt that I will at some point. I believe that I have picked something up from the happiest place on earth on Sunday.

Symptoms:
Fever
Cough
Shortness of breath
Sweating
Shaking chills
Chest pain that fluctuates with breathing (pleurisy)
Headache
Muscle pain
Fatigue

So basically I have gay pneumonia. I'm hoping not. Cause I gotta work and pay the bills and I don't have insurance.

In other news I went to Chino with friends to meet Paramore at Walmart, I know random place. But I got their new CD signed

They have some crazy ass fans that's all I gotta say.

The first people in line had been there since midnight, and there were a billion twilight fans. When the first people got in to go get autographs they were just screaming bloody murder. I thought maybe Paramore was dead on the floor or something. (I dunno why I keep changing the color of words, I'm delirious too) aaand this is us waiting in line, i take my new camera with me everywhere now :D

post 21st birthday

uggggggggh my head hurts. and no i didn't have a single drop of alcohol. i know wtf. i went to dlaaaaaand. and i had a blast. and my new camera is awesome. and we had bengal bbq for the first time and it was delicious. i seriously have a dland hang over. my legs and arms are throbbing, my head hurts, and my throat is killng me, i know i know thats not what a hang over is minus the headache. but it sure feels like one.

walt and mickey getting in the holiday spirit

aww what a magical place

waiting in line for space mountain. anita looks high.

it's a nightmare before christmas

the haunted mansion stopped haunting for a second so we snapped a picture

evil ginger bread man!!!

waiting for anita to get corn

i got a little emotional for a second there

and then we went to toon town!!!

i believe this is pinnochio. 0ddly the kids rides are the scariest ones :\ except anitas still high.

and now shes crazy ill never ride in a car with her again

happy halloween, love disneyland

so i had a good day today. nothing today was what i expected or had planned. opened at work. went to in and out, had a good lunch. went to the halloween store. went to best buy to look at cameras. then went to the mall. got my hand massaged by the lady at bath and body works (she was rubbing lotion in my hand, awkward) then went to nubi and had a bitch fight slapping thing with anita, for about an hour and a half :P i won :D then i went home. got a big family surprise. everyone was there. well minus a few people. but i wasn't expecting it. we all had pizza and cake, yum. i got lotsa money. and i spent basically all of it already. bought a new point n shoot xD and i heart it!!! I also musta been driving people crazy about talking about going to disneyland for the past month. Cause they also bought me a pass! so ima go to dland tomorrow for my actual bday and have a blast. Oh and I grew a mustache :P

oooo!!!! btw. heard some new tracks off the new Tegan and Sara record Sainthood. Amazing! The Cure is currently my favorite song. But the others are close behind. Can not WAIT until a month from now when it comes out!

so it's been a pretty shitty week. drama with some peeps, spent alot of money. was late for work yesterday. my head feels like it's going to explode. my birthday is in 5 days. what should i do??? game night. beach. nothing. baaah.
listening to: hepburn - i quit

mmmmmmmmmmmm popsicles. somehow a popsicle always tastes better with two sticks. mmmm

so i think it's safe to say that i have to hold a record somewhere for most consistantly dirty room. i dont know what it is about this damn room but it just won't stay clean!!! i feel like my bed hasnt been made in like a month. but i just made it the other day, but here it is again, unmade. and some how gravity has like a huge pull cause my clothes are all over the floor. again. wtf why do acts of nature have to act out big time in here?!? atleast behind my door is still clean :P
listening to: yeah yeah yeahs - heads will roll

notes

so I completed 2.5 of my list. ya no surprise i know. so my brother borrowed my backpack to take to disneyland with some friends. said he thought he took everything out. went to the locker to take stuff out of the little pouch and he pulled out a pad. hahahahaha. did the same thing on a date with a guy. the guy was like o.O good times good times. so things at work aren't so good. i fear it's nearing the end. and i'm not ready for it. its kinda like seeing an accident about to happen but knowing you're powerless to stop it. crap economy = no available jobs. i think i've decided on being a nurse. i always imagined this job to be very girly. random i know but you don't often see men nurses. or you do and i don't either one. even though there's nothing girly about poking people with needles and stitching up woonds. time to get off my ass and get a school lone and get back to school. gotta hit the ground running.
listening to: tyler hilton - rolling home

sun's a rising

so its 4:50 in the am on thursday morning. why am i awake? well my sleep schedule has been slowly but surely getting worse and worse. yesterday i was up till 5 am. I'm off tomorrow so i figured i'd stay up till about 9pm to try and fix my insomnia problem. I feel a little tired, only because i can't stop thinking about how long i'm going to be awake. but knowing me i'll pass out at noon. so i'm going to make a to do list and see if i can get them all done.
1. watch the sunrise. the last time i properly watched the sunrise i was at pismo beach and i woke up because the people camped next to us were making noise, so i got out of the tent and went in and got my frappacino in a bottle from starbucks and sat in the sand at the base of the motorhome steps and watched the sunrise and the waves crashing.
2. paint my toe nails. it's girly yes. but i do like painting my nails. no its never a nice pretty color. its usually dark blue or purple or brown (my mom wont let me paint them black, i know i know i'm almost 21, i can thank my brother for that one)
3. make breakfast. i haven't made breakfast for myself in about a month and a half. i made it once right after we got back from summer vacation. and it was damn good.
4. find a new stencil to make. the stencils are calling my name.
5. finish anne franks diary. its so good! but so sad because i know how this story ends!!!
6. work on my blanket. i finally got more yarn so i can work on it again. i've got about 3 feet, maybe a little more on it. it's lookin good. i may actually finish this in a reasonable amount of time.
I'm gonna stop there because i have a feeling i'm gonna pass out :P but its a good start right?

oh and btw, i've been listening to one song for the past 3 hours. send it on by a bunch of disney people. why? i have no idea. but i do love selena gomez :P

wait another day

so i wanted to dedicate a post to this song cause it is amazing and it sounds amazing.
Uh Huh Her - Wait Another Day www.myspace.com/uhhuhhermusic

I look at the starlight I am shattered by the night Always run where I can And I hide where I wanna hide But it feels so right I want it tonight It feels so right I went out of my mind I am calling you one more time I know how it feels tonight I can do nothing about it But it feels so right I want it tonight You feel so right I will wait to love you I will wait another day For you I'd leave all this behind I will wait for you tonight I will waste another dream of you Always run to you I will take the long road But it leads right back to you Pull you into to the sun I will steal its time for you But it feels so right I want it tonight You feel so right I will wait to love you I will wait another day For you I'd leave all this behind I will wait for you tonight I will waste another dream of you Always run to you I will wait to love you I will wait another day For you I'd leave all this behind I will wait for you tonight I will waste another dream of you Always run to you

so i was going through my myspace photos looking for one for my twitter, didnt find one, but did find this

i love you doggy and i just wanted to say i miss you pup pup.

So I want these shoes...Bomb.